Whatever ! Seeing you makes me feel so pathetic .. Its like waiting for you is not worthy ! I HATE YOU but I LOVE YOU at the same time :( !

Just now saw you.. And I felt so weak cause I cant stand seeing you happy while me suffering :'( Haizz ..
How long you want to suffer ?! :'(


Just now David and Vanza was talking and I know its about me .. Cause I told David to stop waiting and hoping for me .. and he asked why .. And I said BECAUSE I'M OLDER THAN YOU BY 2 YEARS . ! and he said you older doesn't mean I cant be with you ? Then I was YEAH . BYE.

It's not because of our age .. cause I believed AGE DOES NOT MATTER the truth was I still love him and dont feel like replacing him . :'(

I know I being mean .. But I really dont want David to get hurt in the end .. I like David cause he can wait for me and I felt that he really loves me .. BUT I really cant get over Pavin ! :(

MY DAY !


We nvr had our lessons today :D and we just played all the way .. HAHAH ..

Went back home almost 4.30 p.m as I waited for Vanza and Gen .. but didn't really waited for them cause my mum called me and asking me to go home xD ,,

TMR ! soccer training ! Yay! can play soccer at last ! miss playing wit my soccer mates :D wish Nattasha will not be coming I don't want her to come -.-

ABOUT HER !

I realised she nvr been a good friend to me :'( She made up stories,,  I wish I shouldn't Have said YES to her and her brother ! >< . All she said to me was A BIG LIE ! Won't forgive her ! I HATE HER !